Pop a couple vicodin then to MIB sounds like a good plan!

Looks like tonight im on a upswing. My mood is great hopefully it last for a few days so I can be super productive before I go back onto my down spiral.

Uhh okay I guess I’ll choose to take this as a compliment.

So today marks three months since I last cut myself. The scars on my arm have stopped fading or atleast I dont notice them getting any lighter. Ive had one of my friends ask me what happened to my arm and he believed me when I said my dog bite me when I got him to fired up. While I do have thoughts that im going to relapse here and there so far ive been able to fight them off on my own.

I think im finally starting to get a crush on someone. I’ve noticed that she’s been in my thoughts a bit more as of late. I’ve known her for awhile and did have a crush on her about a year ago but im starting to get the same feelings again. I dont know if I should persue this and hope that maybe ive changed a bit or if I should just not do anything and let her persue me if she likes me…

All I know is that when I think of getting into a relationship with another person the song “Break Your Heart” by Taio Cruz plays through my head.